So, one day in mid November (on one of those two days I was his girlfriend), I just had enough, and messaged him saying this wasn't going to work. I wrote a really good long message. Yes, I cried after that, but that's because I never thought I'd meet someone like Jose. This guy gave me attention, which I never had from a guy. I have low self esteem and confidence as it is and when a guy, even someone perverted, gives you attention, you soak it up and then when it's gone, it hurts. So, yea, I cried for one day but I got over it quickly and started talking to more guys. He called me twice after that and I never picked up. I didn't want anything to do with him and be bothered with him or that drama. Luckily, he never stalked me or became that obsessed with me and I never see him when I go through his area in the summer (the beach is nearby).
At the time I thought he was great and when I was talking to him, I fell for him; I was head over heels. What the heck was I thinking?! Plus, in hindsight, he was ugly. I mean, you weren't going to find him on any male model calendar or anything (ok, I'm bias). But, I wanted to give him a chance. If you don't give someone a chance, you might miss out on something.
A few weeks later, I met